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| Posted By: HJ Posted On: May 5, 2002 Views: 569 | cutter/bruiser I cut usuallly w/ a razor... but i also bruise myself, does anyone else bruise myself? |
| Posted By: Alice Posted On: May 7, 2002 Views: 566 | RE: cutter/bruiser hello, I also cut and bruse. I don't know why but in the past month I have stoped cutting and now I have just brusing or as I have hurd some call it wrist banging. Take Care, ~Alice~ |
| Posted By: marjorie Posted On: May 9, 2002 Views: 561 | RE: cutter/bruiser hi! i've tried bruising myself before. i don't do it very often because bruises are harder to cover up than cuts. ive heard of people bruising themselves, i think its almost as common as cutting, but im not sure. alwayz and forever, margie |
| Posted By: Angel Posted On: May 16, 2002 Views: 553 | RE: cutter/bruiser Hi. Umm, I usually cut, because it's more satisfying, but I find bruises easier to explain. I mean, you can always say that you bumped in to something, but the cuts are more difficult to come up with an excuse for. Particularly when - like me - you already have lots of scars that are highly visible. |
| Posted By: heidi Posted On: May 17, 2002 Views: 548 | RE: cutter/bruiser i also cut/bruise too. i too find that it is easier to explain if asked about. |
| Posted By: kitty Posted On: May 21, 2002 Views: 537 | RE: cutter/bruiser i cut. usually with knifes. sometimes my nails. now i've found scissors. do the trick also. i totally agree cutting is so hard to come up with excuses for. but just curious what's bruising? how do you do it? |
| Posted By: Angel Posted On: May 23, 2002 Views: 528 | RE: cutter/bruiser To Kitty: Well, bruising - thought it was kinda sef explanatory.... ;-) Just means giving yourself a bruise. There's heaps of ways to do it, I'm sure you can come up with some fine ones by yourself ;-) |
| Posted By: katie Posted On: Jun 2, 2002 Views: 507 | RE: cutter/bruiser hey. i'm almost 16 and i've been cutting myself for about 6 months. i cut my stomach. so no one really sees it. it hurts when i bend over or turn side-ways for a few days after i've had another "cutting ritual". i wuld definately say it's hardto stop. i told a good friend about it and she went and told 4 people. now a ton of ppl i know, know. for me that just made it worse. i've also been contemplating suicide. i've tried to kill myself two or three times, but as you can see, it did not work. i was so ****ed. i guess the main reason for all this crap, is i live in a new town . i've lived here for a year now and i can't seem to fit in--anywhere. i really hate myself. sometimes i'll go so long w/o eating i almost pass out. I'll usually go for 4-5 days, then i'll eat a ton and either feel extreemly guilty and cut up my stomach, or i'll throw it up. i wish i had a friend who cares about me--not just if they know my "problems", but before that too. i feel so out of place and i can't stand it any more. if anyone takes time to read all this, please tell me---- candybublz@yahoo.com |
| Posted By: renee Posted On: Jun 12, 2002 Views: 493 | RE: cutter/bruiser i started off bruising, but then got into cutting. At first, when i got really worked up, i would beat myself with a wooden plank until i could no longer stand it. I found it hard walk afterwards as most of the time i would beat my legs. But now i cut, and i also find it more satisfying. |
| Posted By: Hannah Posted On: Jul 5, 2002 Views: 465 | RE: cutter/bruiser I also, like many of you, cut myself, I don't bruise myself as of yet. I found that cutting is satisfying enough, part of me knows I shouldn't do it but I cannot seem to stop. I did try to stop about a couple months ago, I thought I could stop on my own, I guess I was wrong. Only two people know about my cutting, and I am afraid they will tell...Maybe it would be better to come out into the open about it? I don't think so... |
| Posted By: Marie S. Posted On: Jul 7, 2002 Views: 459 | RE: cutter/bruiser I cut. I don't bruise.. unless you call that time I head banged a bruise.. it did turn plurble and swell up. But I cut, slice, stab.. whatever it takes for me to feel alive, to make me feel sane. What an odd way to feel sane by... |