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| Posted By: Miss_World Posted On: May 24, 2002 Views: 541 | you guys are lucky you guys are so lucky. i read so many stories. where people harm them selfs. and do all of this ****. people who need help. and either there friends or there parents. take them to the hospital. so they can get help. i cut myself. i drink to take away my problems.i do any drugs i can get my hands on. i am one ****ed up little girl. my whole life i falling apart. no body can see that. i need help. more then anything. i've asked my mom straight out to take me to a shrink. or anybody. so i can get help. she laughed at me. told me i was faking it that i had no problem. all i want to do it die. i've planned out how i'm gonna do it. where i'm gonna do it. i'm thinking about what to put in my suicide note. i'm just waiting for the right time. i could kill myself before anybody would even think about getting me help. you guys are so lucky that you have people that want you to get help. i wish that my parents or friends would take me to the hospital. would get me any kind of help. i would give anything for someone to help me. cause i can't do it by myself. |
| Posted By: Traffic Posted On: May 25, 2002 Views: 534 | RE: you guys are lucky Hey! I think its horrible that people wont help you out and help you get help, especially you are actually wanting help, most people deal with the "not wanting help, but being forced to" and I think thats the most difficult because its hard you except help when you arn't really or don't want it, but if you really want help Im sure that you could look into places that would be more than willing to help you! Im sorry if this seems like Im a counsellor or something because im not I'm just someone that has alot of this kinda sh*t going on too, and alot of people tried to make me get help when I didn't want it, but Im trying Im not sure whats gunna happen but Im sure if you want to get help or if anyone wants help they can get it. But Good Luck w/ everything I hope it works out. |
| Posted By: Angel Posted On: May 26, 2002 Views: 532 | RE: you guys are lucky That must really really suck. I know that one thing that really helped me before my friends believed that I really had a problem was looking up internet sites and finding people to chat to, and stories of other people. It was really hard for a while, because I was living on the streets, pretty much, and showering at school - kept clothes in my locker, and the only place that I could get on the internet was at school. I tried to get people to believe that I wanted someone to love me, but no one seemend to care - except the other people I found on the net who had gone through the same sh*t I had. |
| Posted By: marjorie Posted On: May 31, 2002 Views: 520 | RE: RE: you guys are lucky hi guys! i dont really kno how you feel since i havent told anyone about my "it", but i think that if you want help that bad you can find it. you obviously have a computer, so i would suggest using it to look up places around you that specialize in that kind of thing. theres almost alwayz a group therepy place somewhere you can go to. and if you start to go to one of those places by yourself, your mama might realize that your problem is real and a lot worse than she would like to believe.if you cant find a group therepy place you could alwayz try to go to the hospital. theres resident pschiatrist there that could help or tell you where to get it. i dnt mean to sound like i kno everything about this or sound like a hypocrite, im just trying to help. you're beuatiful and you're worth it. remember that. |
| Posted By: Hollie Posted On: Jun 20, 2002 Views: 485 | RE: you guys are lucky The prospect of getting help is something that can scare you as it involves actually admitting the problem to others and not just keeping it as something that's yours. I find it helpful to go onto the internet and find sites like these where you can find those like you and talk to them without feeling or sounding crazy. You need to find people so that your're not alone, there are people out there that can listen to you and help! |
| Posted By: megs Posted On: Jul 7, 2002 Views: 471 | RE: you guys are lucky I am so very sorry to hear that no one is willing to take you under their wing. I guess I would be considered one of those people that have all that.. My family has been there with me, but I always have tried to cut them off.. I have been in three hospitals, (mental) and in hospitals because of the si. Its hard, but I have to say it must be so much harder on someone who doesn't have all the support I have had throughout these years. I am also in awe of how strong and honest you are. I would never admit that I needed help.. well, not until this last time.. but thats really big of you. Don't give up, sweetie. |
| Posted By: steven/tabbycatuk Posted On: Oct 30, 2002 Views: 450 | RE: you guys are lucky I know what you mean, if people arnt willing to help then whats the point in bothering. however maybe that is the point, if they dotn care then maybe you should to **** them up and prove that you are not as **** as them. okay bad language i know but when people accpet your lies, never question you and never actully give a **** that you have blood stained clothes then i kinds of gets to you. but cos they dotn care it means you dotn either, for your self or others so you jsut want to give up but dont. i am starting to ramble but this means to lot to me, never let them have the satisfaciton of sittign back and looking smug cos they belive that they have wasted nothign on a lost cause. they have wasted themselves, and so make them clear that what they have lost is somethiung ****ing better than they will ever be. for me i know i am ****ed up, know that people jsut dont give a damn but cos of that i wont let them have the satisfaction of seeing me fall. there are people out there who care, so turn to them. family is jsut genetics, nothhing more |
| Posted By: Michelle Posted On: Apr 6, 2004 Views: 431 | RE: you guys are lucky Now listen honey if your parents dont think that there is something wrong with you prove to them there is because there is no ecuse for them turning you down and remember there are a lot of people in this world that care about you so please don't commit suiside if you need to talk email me at kitty181991@yahoo.com remember i care about you. TAKE CARE |