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| Posted By: laura Posted On: Aug 9, 2002 Views: 563 | hurting from the inside out I started self harming when I was 6 I used to eat berrys that my mum told me were poisoness she still doesn't know why I was sick all the time. I developed mental illness when I was a teenager, and then started cutting myself to make me feel real. It's hard to explain but sometimes I feel not real like I'm trapped in a cartoon or something.I've only cut myself about 4 times this year as apose to every day. These days I use yoga and grounding exercises to make me feel real or I rub my feet really hard on the road. I'm also addicted to heroin which makes the dissasosiation feeling better and stops the voices in my head.I would like to get in touch with anyone that can relate to my story and mabey make me feel like less of a freak. |
| Posted By: Helen Posted On: Aug 12, 2002 Views: 561 | RE: hurting from the inside out Hi laura, i hope u are ok and i just want 2 say you are not a freak, lots of people self harm including me. I only satarted about 4 months ago but i can understand how you feel. i have different reasons why i do it and would love for you to e-mail me some time. *take care* lots of love Helen xxx |