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Posted By: Tresa Posted On: Nov 29, 2010 Views: 935	Negative thoughts My depression comes and goes negative thoughts overwhelm me
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Posted By: janene beckwith Posted On: Jun 2, 2009 Views: 1130	depression well it been 4yrs since i last wrote on here well my life has picked up a little bit but i still have depression iv been through a lot my x to whom i have 1 child with and one on way beat me up and abused me i have tried help but i felt it made me worse i had tablets to try to help me i just kept taking overdoses tried councilling that didnt help either now i with a new bloke but still feel down iv tried everything there nothing left to do help plz
Posted By: Tammy Posted On: Sep 22, 2008 Views: 1188	Getting Worse I think that my depression is getting worse. I had a pretty decent weekend, but woke up crying on Monday. I have cried about everything in my life today, but especially my father and mother. I have been without parents for so long; I really need them now. I am 47 and they both have been dead for 20 years I cannot seem to get the guilt out of my head that I caused my father to have the heart attack which killed him. Oh, God why did I have an argument with him right before he dropped dead? I miss him so much. I also probably caused my mother to just give up and get sick. I was not the daughter she wanted me to be. Even on her deathbed, she was disappointed in me. I have never gotten over that. Not to mention that she suffered with depression, anxiety, and probably PTS because she had grown up during the Depression in a very poor and dysfunctional family. It was hard for us to get along when I was little. She would be happy for a few months and then sad for many months. Plus she dragged me up and down the road for many years while she was constantly fighting with either my stepfather or my father. Well, if I can make it to my physician on Tuesday, maybe I can try to get some help. Jack is going with me to the doctor. I don't know if there are others who look at these comments with the same or similar problems. How do you deal with feelings of guilt that come from when you are a child, teenager, young adult?
Posted By: Tammy Posted On: Sep 18, 2008 Views: 942	Major Depression I have suffered from depression for years and years. However, this is not the first time that I have had debilitating depression; but the episode that I am going through now is the worst. I quit my job, I have not been out of the house in 3 weeks. I am not able to clean or cook. The only one who knows how I have been feeling is my boyfriend. He is taking care of me at the moment. I used to run 30 milees a week; now I do not even have enough energy to take a 30 minute walk. I finally called my physician yesterday and talked to his nurse. I have an appointment next week if I can make it that long. This is the worst episode that I have had. I have asked Jack to please just take me to the psych center, but he thinks that I should see my physician first. I feel my life slowly slipping out of control. I may never be able to get another job in this little town. I am afraid of being labeled as a nut by most people. There is still such a bad stigma to having a mental illness. I come from a family where there was no such thing as mental illness unless it was in someone else's family. Please someone give me some advice
Posted By: Tina Posted On: Aug 23, 2008 Views: 1012	Depression I don't really know what i should do anymore. I feel like noone is taking me seriosly. I'm sad all the time, even when I laugh I always have a big weight upon my chest that make the laugh fake, if you know what I mean, and I keep loosing contact with my friends 'cus I can't be my self anymore, and I feel like being alone most of the time, so they probably thinks that i don't want to be with them anymore, and that makes me even more depressed 'cus I love my friends so much, I can't even describe it. So now am I just sitting here alone and I don't know what to do. I think allot about suicide, but I know deep inside that it would do things better and I'm too scared. I really need some help, but my doctor don't want to give me those freaking anti pils, 'cus she don't want to give me them 'cus she must be totaly shure that I need them, and I'm frustrated, 'cus I'm not good at telling people face to face what I feel, and beacuse of that she isnt shure! I'm ****ing suffering here, I need them, if they work as they say.. I can't stand being like this anymore. I don't want to be here, it's tearing me apart!! why do I even bather to write this.. noone will read it anyways.. Damn.
Posted By: dee dee Posted On: Apr 14, 2008 Views: 1443	surviving depression I would like to say to all of you please dont give up.I have had 9 suicide attempts and i lost custody of my children 10 years ago,not because i am a bad person but you see i never had the support back then.Finally after 7 different types of medication i finally found one for me.It took 4 years and a hell of alot of pain but im slowly getting out of that great big black hole i have been in for so long.My father and my partner of 3 years both ended their lives by gassing themselves,my partner only being 5 years ago.Please remember to keep on talking it really helped me get through it.I never thought of myself as a strong person but im still here.Good luck to you all and may strength win.
Posted By: Deborah Moore Posted On: Jul 30, 2007 Views: 2242	depression My sister is severely depressed and has even undergone electro-shock treatments. She has been treated with numerous drugs which haven't helped. How can I help her?
Posted By: mel Posted On: Jul 20, 2007 Views: 2193	anxiety/depression I don't really have any self-esteem. No matter what happens, in every situation I become paranoid that people don't like me, That I am not good enough to even say anything. It just seems like I can't think about myself positivly, I start to feel self-endulgent if I do. I can't trust anyone. I got engaged. I've been with him for 4 years. But I am always so scared that he will see that I am nothing, at any point. It is painful, for both of us. I don't trust him around other women, even his just friends. I just wish that he or anyone could understand just how bad it feels to be so scared.
Posted By: Fred B Posted On: Jan 2, 2007 Views: 2247	what am i to do? i have been in a painful relationship for the last two months. the person that im with doesn't show me any emotion, no love, no caring etc. the more i try to get her to show me that she cares, she doesn't staing that there is a time and place for everything, and that i should stop acting like a baby. i know that i am a little overly sensitive, and i have come to accept this fact of who i am. but llately i've felt as if my life is worthless, and i cry more now than i ever did. sometimes it's just a small cry, but lately it has become all out balling. i feel worthless, betray and above all slighted. what can i do?
Posted By: lee Posted On: Dec 11, 2006 Views: 1564	depression, anxiety i'm suffering extremely bad with depressino and anxiety. christmas isn't the greatest time of year since my father committed suicide on the 12th of december. every christmas was hell with him here and now gone. too much on my mind and don't know how to deal with it, my mind won't stop thinking. i'm constantly hoping i don't wake up ion the mornig and won't have to deal with every day life. i have an 11 year old that means the world to me but having a hard time seeing him during this time and want to learn some skills to cope with the depression and anxiety. thank you
Posted By: lee Posted On: Dec 11, 2006 Views: 1532	depression, abxiety i'm suffering extremely bad with depressino and anxiety. christmas isn't the greatest time of year since my father committed suicide on the 12th of december. every christmas was hell with him here and now gone. too much on my mind and don't know how to deal with it, my mind won't stop thinking. i'm constantly hoping i don't wake up ion the mornig and won't have to deal with every day life. i have an 11 year old that means the world to me but having a hard time seeing him during this time and want to learn some skills to cope with the depression and anxiety. thank you
Posted By: manic depression Posted On: Oct 28, 2006 Views: 1066	me I also need some one to talk too even if though I went too talk to my counselor today I still feel horrible my counselor knows how the thoughs of killing my self are just always there in my mind even though I don't act upon them dosen't mean my tallking obout them helps I dont know what' the cure for my depression is but I do know there is got to be something else out there other than the stupid pills I already have totake and the fomous counseling sessions I have go too I already know about how people the aren't depress think is selfish but that dosen't always help deep down you still feel the same way and most of the time you wish you did not but saying it to others the are around is only tomake them feel beter and not look at you as if you are like the when you are stillthe same freak the needs medication to hold and keepher from any thing such as sleeping her lifeaway.thank you mim
Posted By: jennifer cole Posted On: Apr 27, 2006 Views: 1522	depression I need help. I am only 19 years old, and i am about to get married, but that's not the problem. The problem is my depression got so bad a couple years ago that i pushed ALL my friends away and now all i do is sit around the house. I live with my fiancee, and he's getting sick and tired of me just staying at home. I'm afraid that if i don't get any friends that he'll leave me. I don't know where to go to meet new people. I am open for suggestions. If you have any please send them to me at soonbride2be@yahoo.com
Posted By: Michelle Posted On: Oct 25, 2005 Views: 2199	Depression answer Hi, I know you don't want to know the answer but you do have depression. My suggestion to you is to go see your doctor or a mental health agency near you and seek some help. They will ask you some questions and then they will be able to make a proper diagonsis. I know it may be terrifying to go and find out if you do have this illness but the important thing to remember is this; You will get better over time and you will survive! Trust me! I have depression and have gotten help and it has indeed work! Good luck and best wishes to you! I will be thinking about you!

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