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Posted By: Dragonmaster

Posted On: Nov 12, 2004
Views: 1355
Work Blues

Friday is always a realy tuff day for me at starbucks, but today was the worst day yet.

My supervisor is a dick, as all of them can be, but this guy takes the cake, or coffay in this case. I open at 5am, he's supposed to be there at 6am, he showes up at 6:20am like normal then after he clocks in he fixes his time so that it looks like he was on time. (PC clockins) He tells me to do a dozen things that I have already done, then goes and walks around for an hour. Leaving me by myself at a travel plaza coffay shop.

anyway,

So I've been bumed out for the last few months about mom, Kaidas aniversary, my health, and (mostly) Becca. Well she comes to buy some coffay and her hair is down, she has realy long, perfect brown hair that she normaly has in a french braid, so anyway, her hair is down and she has on a black turdleneck sweater, and so beutiful that I actualy started crying on the spot. WTF? I don't cry for anything. Nothing normaly affects me that badly. I'm supposed to be imune to that ****. I go in the back room thinking it will pass but I cant stop. I have a breakdown at work. It's so embarasing. Only one person knows why, I just said I was having a bad day to everybody else. Beth knows how I feel about Becca, but I didn't think she could effect me this badly. I've tried to forget about her, but it's only getting worse. I don't know what to do. I've only got three options. Continue like I am now saying nothing, write how I feel in a card or something and give it to her then quit work, or just kill myself, which is starting to look like a more viable option everyday.
I've already had to try and explain what the scratches on my wrist are, I've been playing with one my little dragon dagers and didn't realise what I was doing I guess.


Posted By: Bob Dole

Posted On: Nov 12, 2004
Views: 1354
RE: Work Blues

Dude, are you okay? Jesus man don't kill yourself, no broad is worth your life.


Posted By: Carlito Carribean Cool

Posted On: Nov 12, 2004
Views: 1347
give it a rest!

oh, waah. do you ever stop nagging? you always write extremely long stories about crap we dont wanna hear. why do you do it? as if we want to hear your sad stories about your sad life. if youre that upset, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
dont make the rest of us suffer! we dont wanna hear your annoyingly long posts that have nothing to do with the poll! you obviously arent cool. I SPIT IN THE FACE OF PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO BE COOL!

Carlito

Carribean


Cool.


Posted By: dragonmaster

Posted On: Nov 12, 2004
Views: 1344
RE: Work Blues

Thanks Bob, but she is. I want to tell her so bad, but when she shoots me down I don't think I couldent deal with it.






Crappy Crappen Crapper, If you dont like me, don't click on my name.



Posted By: that one guy

Posted On: Nov 12, 2004
Views: 1338
rise up man!

you know dragonmaster, i basicly had the same thing happen to me only to a more mild extent i was really depressed and i felt the same way i thought "what reason do i have to live what would it matter if i blew my brains out" but i thought WTF?!? why am i so depressed? she's gone get over it and it took a while, scince i'm under 21 i couldn't go get drunk off my ass so i just stayed in my room,suspended from scool one day and i wrote her a note, and by the time i slipped the note in her locker i felt better. (but some dickhead found it and read it outloud so i had to beat the **** out of him) anyways i rose up. i think you can too, now i don't no what happened with you and that girl but just think of it like this: if the whore does'nt want me she can go **** herself. But just don't kill yourself because that's just one less cool person out there.

and carlito carribian gay, your a faggot who should be shot. go down to the dollar store and get the following

-a brain
-some feelings
-and a dildo to go **** yourself in the butt.


-That one guy


Posted By: Dragonmaster

Posted On: Nov 12, 2004
Views: 1334
RE: Work Blues

Thanks, but I've tried to get over her for months now. I don't even like coffay and the only reason I started this job was to learn more about her. I've had two other better job offers and I turned them down. Even if she won't have anything to do with me I just need to be around her once in a while. It's not a stalker thing, that would freak me out, but she's like a mental magnet. I see her smile and all is well.

I won't kill myself just yet. One day I might not be such a pussy and tell her how I feel. Besides, if I die me dreams die with me. thats what I have now.


Posted By: Dragonmaster

Posted On: Nov 12, 2004
Views: 1332
RE: Work Blues

One big job offer I passed up.

Assistant to the Glade Springs pastery chef.

http://www.gladesprings.com/

I'm a ****nut.


Posted By: Syrgot

Posted On: Nov 12, 2004
Views: 1326
RE: Work Blues

Dragonmaster,
I'm real sorry to hear all of that. I'd give you some advice and helpful insite but I think Bob and that one guy alreaty covered what I would have said. I know this sounds cliche, but stick with it.... there is always tomorrow... just keep that in your head. That helped me out a lot, though I don't think I ever had to go through as much as you have, but it's all i've got to offer ya.

And Carlito...seriously... you're a jackass, I don't care what you think about someone, there are things you just don't say. You should be ashamed of yourself... and if you truly spit in the face of those who are not cool... you would have drown yourself in your own saliva by now, so cut the crap.


Posted By: Bob Dole

Posted On: Nov 13, 2004
Views: 1320
RE: Work Blues

Dragonmaster:

What the hell is so great about this chick anyway? Is it just that she's hot? Is she even that smart? Is she nice, caring, does she have a great job or something? For ****s sake there are a million women out there. Don't get tunnel vision and convince yourself that she's so great and she's the only one.

The one good thing about being a guy is there's nothing wrong with a 40 year old man being with a 25 year old woman. You've got plenty of time man. Hang in there.


Posted By: GirlUWant

Posted On: Nov 13, 2004
Views: 1315
RE: Work Blues

...and thanks to Demi and Ashton...40 year-old women can be with 25 year-old guys!


Posted By: that one guy

Posted On: Nov 16, 2004
Views: 1297
RE: Work Blues

im pretty new and all of you like bob dole, srygot, dragonmaster, girlUwant, etc. are wondering, WTF? where the hell did this guy come from so yeah i just spend all day awnsering to peoples posts from all the polls that catch my eye and bashing carlito carribean cokehead but you can always tell its me by my trademark

-That one guy (thats my trademark)


Posted By: mike

Posted On: May 1, 2006
Views: 1263
RE: Work Blues

Dragonmaster, think of it this way: what's the worst that can happen? She says no? Then you get one of those better jobs and move on. It's not like middle school where you're afraid that the bullies will make fun of you for it.


Posted By: James

Posted On: May 1, 2006
Views: 1260
RE: Work Blues

OMG, flashback. I haven't used dragonmaster in a long time.

lol


Posted By: James

Posted On: May 1, 2006
Views: 1258
RE: Work Blues

Ok, lets see whats changed since then...

That boss (Ryan) quit about 6 months before I transfered to BK. Always said he hated gay people but then came out of the closet at Christmas when he was "supper happy" to get a DDR dance pad.

I try not to think about Kaida so, yea...

Becca and latter Beth were why I left starbucks and transfered to night shift at BK. Beth helped me get over Becca (not really, still think about her lots) and a lot of my feelings transfered to Beth for some reason. She led me on for awhile then cut everything off. ****it, don't need someone like that. I haven't talked to Becca since I left Starbucks, when I get fixed up I'll go talk to her, or this girl I've been talking to on myspace...

Oh, and half the time I use a spell check now, am no longer suicidal (just don't give a **** either way) and have stopped cutting myself.


Posted By: leisurekid

Posted On: May 2, 2006
Views: 1249
RE: Work Blues

how emo. keep it up.


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