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| Posted By: No one Posted On: Oct 22, 2003 Views: 692 | Why am I such an Out cast? Every one has been soo bitter. Their talking about me behind my back. Yeah! So all of you, I'm diffrent, yeah! Your just wanting me to do something, so I'm not! Even though I have placed threats, I'm not in the mood to carry any out. Your LUCKY! So, lear from this, I'm not a bad person, just one that is diffrent. I am smart, but don't I deserve to have some fun? I work my butt off and can't have fun? Don't treat me like a pin cushin! Cuz you guys have been! So, you guys wanna say sorry? Or are you gonna go and dis agian? No, If you dis me, I will be angry and will end up without a comuter. I don't have the heart to kill, but I will! I will! Don't worry when I'm in danger, I'll get that person! I will! So reinder, I am a good person, just don't like to be talked about behind my back! I have NEVER done that before! NEVER! So, you guys will learn from this, you made a commen mistake. Crossing the line with ME! Everyone has NOT done this. So I will not lie, the I will get more popularty saying that you hate me even more because of this, so DON'T! Please! I'm sorry! I really didn't do anything, just stating the TRUTH! And you will look at it and some of you will not know what I'm talking about, then some of you want to hide 'cuz I know it all! I know ALL! |
| Posted By: SEE! Posted On: Oct 22, 2003 Views: 691 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? EXACTLY! NO ONE LIKES ME! |
| Posted By: Nicole/Queen of Outrage/Freak #1 Posted On: Oct 22, 2003 Views: 689 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? Who is this? That leprecon freak? I don't remember making fun of a "no one." If you wnat us to know that your sticking up for yourself then at least use YOUR name. |
| Posted By: Liz Posted On: Oct 23, 2003 Views: 686 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? Exactly! See, I am many people. Just sometime I go by my full name! Though I hate to, so some times I MIGHT go my my middel name! Bewhere! Though I just reacently found this, about one two months ago, I have never really felt wecome. So, as i tell you, I'm an outcast. Even @ school. I'm a nice girl, but people don't wanna talk to ME! |
| Posted By: Nicole/Queen of Outrage/Freak #1 Posted On: Oct 23, 2003 Views: 684 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? if you don't feel welcome here then why are yuo still here? |
| Posted By: Liz Posted On: Oct 23, 2003 Views: 680 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? Um... har question. I'm here because this is the only alternitve! Do you know how much stress I have on my back? Having a mental family? No, I'm dead serious! My family has mental problems and I, fortanly, don't. My family has been made fun of, and do you know how much I want to punch these kids? Do you know that I have to hear about the tragic death of someone very close to me? No, in the end, it dosen't even matter! Also in the end, its MY FAULT! Few, I mean FEW things are not MY FAULT. Like the condition of my family. People call me a 'RETARD.' But did they know? No, because in the end its MY FAULT. yeah, i know how it ends, "Well, its not our falt! WE'RE not shedding symothy! Its your FAULT!" IT'S ALWAYS MY FAULT! has anything ever been not my fault? no, it hasn't. i'm having second thoughts. maybe people would understand if they EVEN CARED! wich you probly don't either! so, your just here because your bored to death! I know the feeling. but ever wonder how it feels to live in a mentaly challaged family? it's NOT easy! never had i wanted this life! I would trade ANYONE! even those guys in Iraqu to go there as long as people didn't make fun of me, or my family. they need me to protect them. have you ever wanted to be a hero? ever? 'cuz i'm living the life. even if no one notices. i stand up for my family and what i belive in. and people in the world are sick and try to make me in a bitchy mood. people call me stupid, a retard, a bitch, and mostly a moron. They think since i'm Mormon that that makes me a moron too! So, I'm made fun of 9/5. maybe more. do you know how much time i get to spend with my family and loved ones? no, you don't! last year i had to stay at school 24/6 and get Sunday off. Yeah, I complain.But you know why? Cuz no one CARES! Your poit exactley! But no one sees how I want then to see that I am a person and I need some respect! So what, I'm not the brightest crayon in the box! Never said i lived a life ANYONE wants! But i live it as a hero, but dose someone RESPECT that? NO! they see me as the sister of the metal kids! All they see me as! Thats my nic name! Some of the kids say, "Hey, mental kids sister,....." and then they tell me what they want me to hear! It is sickning! And makes me want to vomit! Do you see how LITTLE respect i get? and in the end, no one cares because its MY FAULT? Just wanted to let you know, my life is a living Hell. so if you wanna swap, I'm here! Liz |
| Posted By: Nicole/Queen of Outrage/Freak #1 Posted On: Oct 23, 2003 Views: 677 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? ok, but what does that have to do with you bothering us? |
| Posted By: Liz Posted On: Oct 23, 2003 Views: 673 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? I know I bother you, because YOU bother me! And all the stress will make me want to take it out on some unluky person! And I guss that day was your day. |
| Posted By: T.S. Posted On: Oct 23, 2003 Views: 671 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? you seem to think that you're the only person on this ****ed up Earth with problems. think of people in third world countries who starve to death. their corpses just lie in the middle of the street for people to crawl over. people are too weak to even drag the dead off the streets. how would you like to trade places with them? your family could be dead. would that make you happy? |
| Posted By: Nicole/Queen of Outrage/Freak #1 Posted On: Oct 24, 2003 Views: 669 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? the way you talk, saying that I'm the unlucky person and stuff, makes no sense. In order for me to be the kind of unlucky person that yuo speak of i would have to be totally and compltely annoyed wiht you. You'rr just bothersome. Like a fly buzzing around my ear. that's all you'll ever be to anyone. |
| Posted By: Liz Posted On: Oct 24, 2003 Views: 667 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? In answer to you questoin T.S. yes I would. Do you know how it feels? No, I guss you DON'T. Both ways. I've been poor, but have you? I have almost died, but have you? I have been hungry and unfed, but have YOU? Then I have to find a way to stop this, by having a half time job. i was about eight when this started. I got a job, I was a baby-sitter for some time. Few hired me because of low experience and ext. Then as I was ten I got more offers. Soon eough I was able to edgecte my family and stoped worring about my education! That's why I have such bad spelling, and I could go on with blaming, but I was the one to get my mom a job, to help my littler sister to school, to feed my family. Now I'm twelve, we aren't very rich, nor are we poor. I'm still a baby-sitter. Yet now my family ahs a better education, better life. But have you had that happen to you? I suppose you problay have. Its not rare. So some people ask me why I'm so stressed now, then NOW i can say (this happened today Stress, 12 year old stress isn't commen in our house. well then agian....... I'm the only living 12 year old in our house. History had a twin, she died) I'm being black mailed. No one cares. like you guys said, i'm like a fly, and i happen to like flys! Thank you very much! no i'm dead serious. I haven't been unserious this whole time. thank you, liz |
| Posted By: Abby Posted On: Oct 24, 2003 Views: 665 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? Why? Why? May be because youve been acting like a little bitch! A brat! A freaking BITCH! So quit thinking YOUR better than us. We have problems too. I have a brother who cant talk! So big whoop! I have stress too! So quit acting like your better! It is your fault with some of those problems! Now, isnt it? Abby! J |
| Posted By: Nicole/Queen of Outrage/Freak #1 Posted On: Oct 25, 2003 Views: 662 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? half the stuff Liz just said she probably just made up anyway. What i still don't get is what her sucky life has to do with her being on OUR forum. |
| Posted By: T.S. Posted On: Oct 25, 2003 Views: 659 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? she needs someone to give her sympathy for things that she made up. Liz:As a matter of fact yes I have problems. I had a sister who died, I almost died in the same accident, and my mom was in a coma for six months. My dad got really upset and almost got fired. we pulled through, so get over yourself. life sucks. get over it. |
| Posted By: Nicole/Queen of Outrage/Freak #1 Posted On: Oct 25, 2003 Views: 656 | RE: Why am I such an Out cast? My sister's deaf and I've lost FOUR brothers at birth. Do you know what it's like to hold the dead body of a baby family member? My oldest brother is in Iraq fighting right now, and my dad has diabetes and has almost died several times. I suffer from manic depression. |
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